Wow, i haven't written for so long...102 days, and yet it seems i only end up writing here when im sad.
So in 102 days that can't be bad, although i should really start writing when im happy too lol.

Good things to re-call:
This Summer i went to germany for 2 weeks on a youth trip, i made some real good friends and can't wait for france next year!

My boyfriend and I went on holiday to salou at the start of september it was also brilliant

However, im moving to a place where there is nothing- not a bus service to where i live now or a train station which sucks, My AS results were shocking horrendus and im struggling with all the work and stuff going on at the moment.

My real concern today is my boyfriend. I really do love him so very much and we never argue...but last night we had some bad words and sat all the way to cinema in the car not speaking a word to eachother.
The last thing i need right now is things to go wrong between us, i would be utterly devastated. He's become such a big part of my life and we have so much fun that i dont want to ruin it.

On the brighter side of things it is my 18th birthday saturday!!!
I am soo excited we're going out in town dressed up...im going as a can can dancer from moulin rouge my corset is amazing!
Me and the bf are also staying in a hotel i really hope we have a nice time.
Im sick of feeling teary and sad. its so pathetic lol.
Favourite song at the moment:
Sex on fire by the kings of leon.
it really is sexful ;P