Some people do my bloody head in.
Argh, not mentioning any names...but i just don't think we're even friends anymore. When after all the complaining i do about the way she acts with her head constantly jammed up her arse i dont know why i care. Currently any word that falls dismissivley out of her 'shit trap' is like finger nails being scratched down a chalk board.
Talk about infuriating!!!
But then again, after all gthe good times and memories, the fact we're pretty much in the same friendship group and all that jazz maybe i wasn't completely ready for it to be over.
Makes us sound like an old married couple lol.
It sort of sucks. hmph.
Although speaking of couples...my ex boyfriend another person driving me completely insane, he's just inexorably pathetic. After turning into a right dick head he thinks he's cool when in actual fact people just laugh at him.
He's basically a younger version of his mother these days. Yes she was lovely to me, but she's chain smoking alcoholic that's never given a damn about him, so she's not exactly role model of the year.
Why are men so stupid?
I do realise this is a common question to which no one has the answer.
He's been a total idiot around my current boyfriend, to which he has no right to even say anything concering my current relationship or our past one. The day he decided to turn into a twat was the day he lost any right to have a part in my life as far as im concerned.
Apart from my boyfriend being almost a foot taller than him why the hell should he wish to fight him?! (which my ex felt the need to ask me in the early hours of the morning over text).
Then storming off in the middle of hour local after introducing himself as 'the ex' and saying "no hard feelings"
FOR GOODNESS SAKE MAN!!!! get a freaking grip, its nothing to do with you.

It must be PMT's becasue im all grrr and arggh and feel like rubbish...and could really do with someone to talk about this to. Which again leads me back to the frienship that is possibly well and truly over becasue i could really talk to her.
My ex even tried to pull her! :O
So im positive she's smug about that, though why you'd be smug about your friends seconds i'm not quite sure.
My boyfriend must be fed up of me going on about her all the time but theres no one else for me to complain to.

My exams start next week, and ofcourse im under prepared, becasue thats just me a total bloody mess.
i dont do failing.
i can't deal with all this along with family members dying and feeling like the ugliest fattest most grotesque beached whale on the planet.